16 JunE 2006
FriDaE
TimE: 9.45 am

SLepT @ 5pm pLUs LasT niTe... CanT sLp weLL...

wOkE uP sO eaRLi iN thE mOrNiNg....

CriEd TerriBLy wHeN i WakE uP...

BeeN KiP TinKinG oF waD HappEn ReCenTLy.... aLoT oF TinGs HappEnEd....

BeeN FeeLinG sO daMn saD...

aLL PpL eXpEcT mE tO UndErStaNd TheM wHeN TinGs HappEn....

iF i uNdErsTaNd TheM deN wHo'S GoNNa UndErSTanD mE....

iF u PpL arE FeeLinG SaD deN waD MaKeS u TiNk i WuN bE saD aT aLL...

JusT hOpE PpL wHo DuNo WaD HappEn aT aLL pLz dUn JumP tO cOncLuSioNs...

BcUz ReaSoN iS JuZ tt SimPLe: u aLL dUn EvEn nOe WaD HaPPeN aT aLL!!!

JuZ hOpE aLL TinGs caN bE CLearEd sOOn... i Dun LyK HaVinG aLL TiS TroUbLes, ProBLemS jUz tO MakE mE FeeL sO UnHaPPiE....

To irEnE:

i JuZ WaNa TeLL u, iF u WaNa bLoG abT hOw BaD i aM deN iTs uR cHoiCe... JuZ WaN saE U dUnO hW i FeeL, iF u dO u WiLL JuZ SorT iT ouT wiF mE & WinniE pRiVaTeLy & nT bLoG iT ouT tO LeT eVerIonE nOe waD HaPPeN & dO u nOe U MakE iT sOuNdS aS iF i'm MaKinG u FeeL BaD & HurT & BuLLyinG U Lor!! iF u 1 u cN caLL mi SeTTLe RiTe...

HaiZ... i aLrEdi HaF sO mUcH sTuFFs gOiNg oN y dO i HaF aNoThEr TinG tO bE FeeLinG TroUbLeD aBT....

DO U EVER WONDER..............

*[? Y caN a gUy TrEaT u So SweeTLy OnE mOmEnT & SuDDenLy CoLdLy ThE nExT ?]*

aNd tHe ProBLeM iS u dUn EvEn NoE waD HaPPeN, WaDs tHe DamN rEaSoN bEhiNd tt CaUsE Tis tO HappEn...

dOEs hE TrEaT u aS a Toy??

TrEaT iT NicELy WhN nEw & dUmP u aSidE wHn iTs oLd or wHeN a nEw OnE cOmEs??

hE rEaLLi TrEaT u aS a ToY cUz hE tOt TaT ToyS HaF nO FeeLinGs oF geTTiNg HurT aT aLL...

He's gEttinG cLoSer tO uR FrEn buT EvEn FurThEr aParT frM u & nT cLosE aNymOrE...

iT jUz HurTs..........

I JUST CANT REALLY TRUST GUYS AT ALL!!!!!

~ [[ I MISS THEM REALLY MUCH ]] ~

*i Miss SeConDarY ScHooL DaEs.. wE wErE aLL sO innOcEnT*

~ nO MisUndErsTaNdiNgS..... nO FiTes.....

~ FrEns arE aLwaZ dErE 4 U nO maTTeR waD HappEn...

~ sTuDyinG or pLaYinG, dErE's FrEnS bEsidE u aLwaZ...

[u'll FeeL SaFe & HaPPiE wiF TheM aRoUnD n DaTs 4 sUrE!!!]

*i Miss ITE DaEs... GooD FrEnS i HaF*

~ ThEy sTanD uP tO U... ConsOLe u wHn FeeLinG SaD...

~ KnOwinG HaVinG ThEm aRoUnD u'LL FeeL SaFe..

~ pRoTecT u LyK tHEiR oWn SiStErS...

**EsPeCiaLLy YunFanG & YinG xUaN**

[ThaNx 4 BeinG dErE 4 mE DuRinG TaT rEaL ShorT bUt SwEEt 1 yEaR oF ITE daEs]

[rELi MiSS BoTh oF U] *HuGs*

**i Miss The TimEs WiTh PinKy... wE wErE sO, sO cLosE**

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THE 4 ADORABLE US!!!

[iF u nOe uS u LyK uS, iF u DuN dEn jiu tu Lorz... bLeHz...]

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~ WE DuN HaF Tis TyPe oF MisUndErsTanDinG gOing oN...

~ WE sTanD uP tO eaCh oThEr wHeN BaD-mOuThEd bY oThErs...

~ pOinTinG oUr FingErs tO aNi 1 wHo sTarEd aT uS...

[ExampLe: nEh, nEh, Tis 1, Tis 1 Lor... Tis oLd MaN Lor!!! Ti Ko!!] dEn FoLLowEd bY oUr LoUd buT cUTe LaUgHTeR....

PurPoSeLi PoiNtiNg aT e 1 wHo sTaReD aT uS but nT MiDDLe FinGErs (wE're nT tt BaD)

PinKy wiLL nOe waD i mEaN

(~aHeM... CrEaTeD by mE~ mUz ThaNk mE TTs WHy wE gOt aNoThEr TinG tO pLaY wiF~ aHaHaHa!!)

~ caN TaLk aBouT aNiTinG... caN PLaY wiF aNiTinK TaT cuMs iN oUr WaE...

~ aLL ThOsE sCrEaMinGs, ShOuTinG, FooLinG arOuNd, MaKinG hEaDs TurNs nT wiF oUr FacE bUt wiF oUr nOisE...

~ 4 oF Us bUyiNg tHe saMe BaG.. SamE sTuFFs....

~ ThE MOST WoNdErFuL: ThE ReaL gOOd MoMenTs oF ChaSinG ENERGY EVERYTIME tHeY cUm WITHOUT FAIL:

> sEEiNg ThEm FrM 5 MeMbErs BcUm 4 deN nW LefT 3 is eNuFF to FeeL ReLi SaD..> BooK CaBs, BooK HoTeLs JuZ tO gET cLoSe tO tHeM...(TinK oF The TimEs wHn oNLi 4 oF us iN 1 CaB wHiLe EvEryOnE eLsE HaD abT 7PpL & wE goT aTTenTioN frM ENERGY aLoT...)

> ThEy ReMeMbEr uS... EsPeCiaLLi ShUwEi's aCTioN so SwEEt... He's JUZ sO SwEEt CaN???

> CryiNg Lyk LoosE TaPs wHeN wE arE FoLLoWinG tHeM on ThE waE tO airPorT oN e DaE tHeY gOinG bacK tO TaiWaN...

> DrEss uP LyK "qian jing" WheN ChaSinG... n gOT oThEr FaNs sTaRiNg & TaLkinG aBouT uS, bE iT GooD oR baD.. u JuZ FeeL gLaD wiF PinKy arOunD.. sUrE sTanD uP 4 U!!

> ThE DaMn, DaMn, DaMn LouD ScrEaMinGs wE HaF tt WILL DEFINITELY gEt EvEryOnE sHoCkEd, PissEd oFF, iRRiTaTeD, TuRn HeaDs or EvEn PpL ShOwiNg a GooD siGn tO u sHoWinG tt ThEy arE iMprEssEd aT e ReaL SharP ScrEaMinG wE caN prOjEcT ouT...

(~aHeM aGain~iT sHoWs pRaCTicE MakEs pErFecT!!!)

BUT.......

buT i nOe.... aS u gRoW oLdEr thE wOrLd SeeMs tO bE OppOsiNg u aLwaZ...

iT sEEmS tO bE aT NiTe ForEvEr.... EvEn iTs DaE TimE...

TinGs TuRn oUt nT RiTe, nT e ExaCt WaE u WanT iT tO bE...

EvEryTinG BcUm sO ConFuSinG...

FreNs TurNs tO fOeS...

PpL BacKsTaBBinG u... anD u nT nOinG & bEiNg KepT iN da DarK..

PpL JuZ wAnT sEE u bEiNg SaD & dEy r HaPPiE tO haF ThEir WisH cUm tRuE wHeN u arE...

~END OF MY SAD BUT SWEET LIFE STORY~