My Love Life.....

i just dunno why on earth there are such things called relationships....
it just sux... when i tot my 1st ex was quite a nice guy... but it turned out to be the very opposite.. i'm just glad i manage to called off fast..
just last year, i went into an asthetic beauty college.. i told myslf to study hard n not let my mum's effort n money go down the drain.. i told myslf not to let myslf fall into the love trap.. as its only full of hurt n sadness n anger... but who knows god let me met someone during the new year.. we had wonderful time hangin out in a big group & even had chance to catch a movie with just the two of us.. i tot mayb god had made me met someone wonderful...
but i was wrong.... very wrong.. to only find out later everything was not gg the way i want it to..
we drifted apart.. more further apart than when we first met...
i started to accept the fact that "everything happens for a reason".. mayb there was someone even better...
tis year in the twist of life i got involved in an accident but the sayin says dere'll be happiness coming aft a misfortune.. (da nan bu si bi you hou fu)
i really tot tis sentence is coming true... i got to know someone wonderful...
but like normal guys.. its only the beginning they're sweet...
when did something wrong they just say sorry expecting u to forgive them.. but not long after they repeat the same mistakes again.

When they says : 'guys who make you cry are not worth your tears & guys who are worth your tears wun make you cry'... think again... its not that true afterall... am i right?

sometimes i just wish to be a little girl again... never had to get ur mind busy with so many stressful issues... i can have all the toys i want... but now.. things are just so not going the way i want... i hate my life sometimes... but thank god i have wonderful parents, family members & understanding friends...
if i can choose my life again..i would choose to be single and just concentrate on my work & studies...

as i can say: all guys are the same...


tq is feeling sad...