Last night i dreamt of an accident & also a few dogs.
梦到狗：将遇到在爱情上忠诚于自己的对象喔！


:( i don't know why i'm feeling sadder n more depress as each day pass by.
sometimes i hope i'm strong enough to end everything,
but i really don't know what will i do if we never see each other again.
i'll surely miss the times we had.
i'll miss everything you did for me.

felt that my body getting weaker,
always wanted to go for body check-up but don't have the time.
i felt so depressed with my life..
:(
i never ever think that i will feel what i'm feeling now.
i just hope you can have all the time for me, but you have also your own things to do.
if i know i will be so stress in maintaining this relationship, i would not started it in the first place.
but, i never regret what i choose, i'm happy when we're together, but still nothing can prevent me from thinking of the negative side.
i'll just try to control my emotion till one day when i no longer can control it anymore.
i just hope that day will never come.
:(