i cant sleep well last nite... eyes are swollen again... in fact they are swollen everyday... thats why no one notice it...
keep thinking on the future... i dun wan to be left alone at home when i'm expecting, or when i'm taking care of the kids... i just need someone to be beside me every moment... used to tell people how i will object on letting my future husband to work overseas... but now... i dun tink any objections i make will change the fact...
i also cannot stop you from pursuing your dream job... but did you ever spare a thought for me? i've heard too much stories about women's husband gg overseas to work and in the end end up having a family of his own in other countries... i cant imagine the same scenario happening to me... i think i cannot take it....
cant stop thinking about the job he wanted to work so much..
i'm just so afraid...............

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